Expert Systems in all its glory!

I am so so screwed... I am not one to curse or spew obscenities but now there are at least a dozen of crude words running through my mind that is able delineate my current situation...

I took my 3rd paper of my finals at 9am this morning... well, considering Jiun, Boey and I were up all nite burning the midnight (midmorning!?) oil, I guess none of us were exactly in the cheeriest moods. I was so sleepy that I had to take a bath at 5 in the morning that left me with pneumonia-like chills and stutters!!

Anyways, I hitched a ride with Sue and I guess by the time I was about to go in, I wasn't that freaked out yet. I know that I didn't exactly spend every waking moment studying but I was kinda confident that I wouldn't do that badly... As soon as I got my paper and looked through the questions, I lost all sense of taste in my mouth and all sense of touch in my toes and fingers. What the hell are Inference Networks!? Parse Trees!? and Inductive Reasoning?! I looked for the questions that I was up all night practicing because it's supposedly "very important" and I saw only one miserable question!! And all the other calculation questions were so tricky too!! Or could it be because my mind wasn't able to take anymore of all those numbers and symbols?

Normally when I feel afraid that I would do badly is only to the extent of getting a "C" but this has got to be the worst already! This the first time that I have actually cried after taking the paper. Isn't that sad?! I guess all these while whenever I sat for my papers, there was never really a time when I wasn't able to do more than half the paper... I guess it's "Congratulations" to me this time...

I didn't want to cry but I couldn't help myself... I must've freaked Sue and Cindy out real bad~ Hee hee... Boey and Jiun are highly adaptive to me already but they were still shocked to see me with real tears!~ Heck... I was pretty shocked myself... and there was nothing that I could do to stop it! *scream* Thank goodness not many people saw or it would be an utter embarassment! But there is a problem though... I don't know why but I seem to cry really easily nowadays... Could it be a sign of old-age?! *gasp in horror*

Anyways, thanks Sue, Boey and Jiun, for your kind words and shoulders... It was really sweet of you guys =) Love ya lots~ (this doesn't mean that I have recovered from my shock and disappointment yet though!)