Running Away

- RUNNING AWAY -
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Don't lie and say that it's okay

It's alright if there's nothing more to say

So I'm running away

I'm leaving this place

Yeah I'm running away

I'm running away

Don't tell me I'm the one to blame

It's too late for you to make me stay

No I won't stay

So I'm running away

I'm leaving this place

Yeah I'm running away

I'm running away

Faster than you can follow me from this lonely place

And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving

Yeah, I'm leaving today

And I, I'll never let you find me

I'm leaving you behind with the past

No I won't look back again

And I don't wanna hear your reasons

Don't wanna hear you tell me why I should stay

And try, try to understand me

And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay

I, I'm moving on from place

I'm leaving and I won't wait

I'm running away

I'm running away

I'm leaving this place

Yeah, I'm running away

I'm running away

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[Midnight Hour]

I was just watching the season 2 of Ghost Whisperer when this song was performed on one of the episodes by this group called Crimson Doves. I was hooked on it in an instant and was immediately on the Web looking for it! Hahaha... and I've been recommending it to everyone so that they can have a piece of this goodie...

Damn nice right?? I mean me... and the song too, of course *grins*

To cut or not?

All my life, my hair has been an unruly mess. So some time in Oct 2007, since my hair was at its optimum prime for being frizzy, I made an impulse decision to get a perm! For those people who've known me since high school, you'd know that I've always had wavy hair and I've been always trying to get it to straightened out.

Since that never happened, so that the heck, might as bloody well perm it!

And that's the story of how I got my curly hair for the past 5 months.

And now, I am bored with my hair again. I keep wondering if I should cut it all off... I mean, to really hack it off until maybe the shoulders. But then it might stick out at the oddest angles and get into a fresh bout of frustration... *ARGH*

So darned frustrated!!!!!! A part of me wants to just go ahead and cut it all off but another part of me feels heavy-hearted to part with my hair. It's at times like this that I wish I was a guy *grins* then I'd never have this problem... The biggest issue that is holding me back is uncertainty. I'm just so afraid that once I cut off my hair, it's back to being a mop of frizzy mess. Not that it isn't a huge mop of frizziness now, but at least now, I have an excuse for it to be such a mess.

Can you imagine??? I am already so un-feminine... If I cut my hair real short, I'll be another step closer to masculinity! No wonder Chin Aun is totally against it! Hahaha...

But seriously, what do you guys think??

To Cut Hair ?? or Not???

Taylor Swift

I'm hooked on country music and it's all Melissa's fault!

Hahaha... I know, I haven't blogged for eons and here I am with 2 posts back to back! Ah well.. I guess that's what temporary insomnia does to people... either that or it's just cos I'm music driven.... Hmm.. maybe I'm in the wrong field and should be doing something related to music. I just can't think of what... considering I can't play any musical instuments and I can't carry a tune if my life depended on it. That doesn't stop me from appreciating what is beautiful though :)

Anyways, I accidentally discovered Taylor Swift on YouTube. I mean, considering I am anti-radio stations because the static makes me want to vomit (and that someone as untalented as JoJo Struys can actually be a DJ on MIX Fm totally baffles me). Never mind...

I said, I accidentally discovered Taylor Swift on YouTube under the section of "Vidoes Being Watched Now" and I thought she was incredible!! :D

I know you are wondering now why I blame my Mello Bello Portobello Pomelo for my sudden interest in country music. Well... it's cause she keeps promoting it and brainwashing me!! (It's a lame excuse... she actually recommended Brad Paisley but I couldn't manage to download the songs yet and I just wanted an excuse to call her by her adorable nickname on my blog~ Hehe...).

Taylor Swift is a 19-year old singer songwriter who was introduced to the music scence in 2006. She wrote or co-wrote all the songs on her debut album entitled "Taylor Swift". How cool is that? :) I guess the song I like the most is "I'd Lie" with the most heart-warming lyrics describing an unknown crush...

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I don't think the passenger seat has ever looked this good to me

He tells me about his night, I count the colurs in his eyes

He'll never falls in love he swears

As he runs his fingers through his hair

I'm laughing cos I hope he's wrong

I don't think it ever crossed his mind

He tells a joke, I fake a smile

But I know all his favourite songs

And I could tell you

His favourite colour's green

He likes to argue

Born on the 17th

His sister's beautiful

He has his father's eyes

But if you ask me if I love him...

I'd lie...

He looks around the room

Innocently overlooks the truth

Shouldn't a light go on?

Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long?

He sees everything in black and white

Never let nobody see him cry

I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you
His favourite colour's green
He likes to argue
Born on the 17th
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
But if you ask me if I love him...
I'd lie...

He stands there, then walks away

My God, if I could only say

"I'm holding every breath for you..."

He'd never tell you, but he can play guitar

I think he can see through everything but my heart

First thought when I wake up is

"My God, he's beautiful"

I put on my make-up and pray for a miracle...

And I could tell you

His favourite colour's green

He likes to argue

Born on the 17th

His sister's beautiful

He has his father's eyes

But if you ask me if I love him...

If you ask me if I love him...

I'd lie...

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I'm a sucker for ballads and romance *dreamy gaze*

Then there's another song also running along the same lines but the it's entitled "Teardrops on my Guitar". Even the title is like so sad already right?!

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Drew looks at me

I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing, everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful

That girl he talks about

She's got everything that I've had to live without

Drew talks to me

I laugh cos it's so damn funny

I can't even see, anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love

He's finally got it right

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's a song in the car I keep singing

Don't know why I do...

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And then there's the cheeky tune of "Picture to Burn" about a breakup gone wrong:

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To state the obvious I didn't get my perfect fantasy

I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me

So go and tell your friends I'm obsessive and crazy

That's fine I'll tell mine you're gay

By the way

I hate that stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive

You're a redneck heartbreaker

Who's really bad at lying

Watch me strike a match on all my wasted time

As far as I'm concerned you're just another picture to burn

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And of course, who could forget her hit single "Tim McGraw" in which she wrote based on an actual experience...

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You said the way my blue eyes shined

Put those Georgia stars to shame that night

I said "That's a lie"

Just a boy in a Chevy truck

It had a tendency of getting stuck in backroads at night

And I was right there beside him all summer long

And then the time we woke up to find that summer'd gone

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think my favourite song

The one we danced to all night long

The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness

I hope you think that little black dress

Think of my head on your chest

And my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think of me...

September saw a month of tears

Thanking God you weren't here to see me like that

But in a box beneath my bed is a letter you never read

Three summers back

It's hard not to find it all a little bittersweet

And looking back on all of that, it's nice to believe...

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That song just tugs at my heartstrings... Making me reminisce about something that I can't quite remember anymore...

Okays... I'm sleepy already ;) Time to knock off...

Zeeks, don't kutuk my blog anymore ok!??!?! I'm blogging I'm blogging!! Sheesh...

Oh, ooopps! I almost forgot!! She's got 2 more songs that I love too --- "Invisible" and "Our Song"!! hahaha.. make sure you guys go check it out...

Nitey nite~

xoxo

On The Run

I know that this is very outdated but if I don't blog about this, I feel that I have committed the ultimate sin against music. Besides, I can't sleep and I don't know what else to do.

Jay Chou has got a new album!! It's called "On The Run" and I don't know what it means and what it reads in Chinese. It's his 8th album and he's still as good at it as ever ;) (I'm biased, I know. What's important is that I'm honest enough to acknowledge it)

I mean, I love Jay Chou's music and I think he's awesome! And I love his music and the way he mumbles his way through the lyrics. However, as much as I adore him (and I really do!), I can never bring myself to purchase his album. I wouldn't bat an eyelash if I had to fork out RM200 to buy the Miss Saigon CD and I didn't even cringe when I had to pay a booking fee of RM50 to order the Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat CD. But if you even ask me to pay RM39.90 for this CD, I wouldn't. AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY!!! *tug hair* I think I need to really sit down and reflect on my stand as a hardcore music lover *sniffs*

You know, I've always thought that I was a Jay Chou fan. But what fan isn't interested in buying the tickets to his upcoming concert?? What fan wouldn't go watch all his movies in the cinema?? (Just so you know, I've only ever watched Initial D and nothing else. Not even on pirated CDs or DVDs). And when he came out to KL for a "Meet the Fans" session, I wanted to go. But then I found out from my housemate that he only signs original CDs and in order to wait for him to arrive at 5pm, we have to start waiting in line by 12pm! I mean, WTF!? Like I have nothing else better to do than to wait in line clutching a CD to my chest like some besotted fool for someone who doesn't even know me to scrawl on my CD!??! I'd rather fall asleep reading Anne Rice. When I conveyed my thoughts to my housemate, she looked at me with scorn written all over her face. And I guess that kinda strips me of any title that even remotely associates me to being a fan.... *sigh*

Anyways... this CD's not too bad :D

My favourite tracks:

Track No. 2 - Rainbow (Cai Hong)

Track No. 5 - Dandelion's Promise (Bu Gong Ying De Yue Ding)

Track No. 7 - I'm Not Worthy (Wo Bu Pei)

Track No. 9 - Sweetly (Tian Tian De)

Reinforced by the photo above... I like Jay Chou the most when half his face is obliterated from view *grins*

For some inexplicable reason, I woke up this morning bloody hating my hair. I'm gonna give it one more day and if I still feel the same after tomorrow, I'm chopping it off!

*argh*

And I could tell you

His favourite colour's green

He likes to argue

Born on the 17th

His sister's beautiful

He has his father's eyes

And if you asked me if I love him...

I'd lie...